About
Hello to you and Welcome.
Masculinely, I am known as Ash and Femininely, as Kahina. I am an Author, Mystic, Seer, Spiritual, Metaphysical and Esoteric Guide. I am also a performer of my own interpretation of Belly Dance.
I am of Middle Eastern, Portuguese, Cherokee, Algonquin-Abenaki-Mi’kmaq-Powhatan-Cree, Mohawk Turtle Clan, French, Irish, Scottish and British/German descent. My bloodlines trace back (according to ancestry companies) to the royals of Iberia and by extension the Basques. And of the Germans/British royals - the Normans - which then specifically trace back to the Israeli empire - the Egyptians and by extension of their beliefs - Gods and Goddesses. As well as the Ancient magikal Nymphs and Elementals of the Irish. Lastly, my line descends from several of the Clan Mothers, Chiefs and Shamans of the Algonquin at the time of Eastern colonization.
While I don’t subscribe to mainstream historical narratives, I do believe that we are all descended from a much higher vibrating existence of Earth.
Take the ancestry companies as you will, I know that no matter what DNA tests say, our blood has multiple lives running through it that our souls have experienced. More than past lives, I believe that DNA holds information; memory. Just like water. And I know that the brain is capable of accessing this information through practices like psychedelics, meditation and living life Awake. In addition, physical alterations to the body like a stroke, becoming sober, pain or near death experiences further our awareness.
I have believed in magik since childhood; in ways the modern world insisted were fantasy. I allowed repeated shame and resistance to let me forget this for two decades. I was a very sad, lost human for a long time. In 2018 I contracted Lyme disease. It was active and untreated for 4 years, and through an entire pregnancy.
This completely changed my life. It wrecked my health, my nerves, ate at my bones and caused heart issues to both myself and my baby. Eventually it caused a stroke and constant seizures. After the stroke, I developed Xenoglossy. That is, the ability to speak languages you should have no reason to know up until that point. After years of speaking, scribing and translating, I can share that I receive and relay communications in Akkadian, Sanskrit, Ancient Scottish Gaelic, Finnish, Basque, Cherokee and Arabic. I believe they come in several ancient languages because it is most likely the ‘Language of the Gauls’. The one speech before the famed splitting of language at the Tower of Babel. The Irish, Mayan, Cherokee just to name a few, teach this not as a myth but as a true history of how the world was halted from their oneness.
If this is the case, it makes sense to me that the code to this language and our ability to understand it runs in our DNA, and my stroke gave me access to it.
Several months after my stroke, I was incredibly depressed. There was and still is a part of my brain that is missing. While healing, the lack of physicians who took me seriously resulted in repeated hospital trips for infections. I at one time had organ failure and I’ve stopped breathing after seizures at least half a dozen times. I’ve been sure I was dead and the Universe communicated with me in these moments.
I had been prescribed antidepressants for years and all they ever did was dull my senses and trick me into thinking that meant I was better. I read about the healing abilities of mushrooms and how they could treat depression, anxiety and PTSD. I met a woman who could facilitate a microdose and I had an ego death immediately. Sometimes people take psychedelics or go through extreme, life changing events and never in their life experience an ego death.
I am aligned with the Hindu beliefs as to why it may be easier for some people: We are all on our own personal growth ride. Some of us are thousands of years ahead of others. Some are not meant to wake up this cycle. Everyone has to choose. I made an intention. I wanted to heal. I didn’t want to hallucinate on a trip. I needed to get better for my family. So, I used them with that intention and I saw and felt the world like I never had. After this first microdose, I rebuilt my neuron connections with continued psilocybin use. It helped me regain speech and the entire right side of my body that I’d lost strength in. It also aided in my ability to heal spiritually and obtain knowledge very quickly. The summer after my lyme was finally treated, I read 300 books in two months.
This consumption and communing with nature has shown me that everything comes from Source; an unimaginably large body of Water. And our souls are but a cup of that. Just small expressions of that Oneness. We’re here to learn and experience, raise the frequency of everyone and the whole. Some are here to help awake others, to heal them on their journeys. I am one of these souls.
I want to give you the red pill. To break down your fourth wall and show you that we were always meant to be powerful beings. Magik is real, energy is real and vibration is in everything. I want to aid in your growth and healing and give you as much support as I can - and that you are willing and ready to accept.
*I study Theosophy, Spiritualism, the occult, Ancient Archeology, Anthropology, Quantum Physics and Nature as Medicine.
*I am familiar with trauma processing, deep empathy, and compassion.
*I am an Androgynous being, possessing both Divine Feminine and Masculine energy and have an understanding of the lives of the Queer community.
*Growing up extremely poor, I understand these struggles and what they can do to our mental stability and how limiting they can make our experiences in life feel.
*I’m also diagnosed as neurodivergent and am the parent of three ND children. Although, I mostly view this as a refusal to conform and a hyper awareness of the fact that humans do not fit into one mold.
-I practice the art of Psychometry: feeling, seeing, smelling and hearing through touch.
-I give chakra system cleanses with crystals, copper, music and my own energy and funnel Euphoria back in afterward.
-I connect with someone's personal energy and scribe and communicate the language that comes through.
-I also use these abilities to create art for individuals based on the languages, and any visions that accompany them.
I am here to guide, consult, create, and heal. I look forward to getting to know you all.
*Why I don’t use the term ‘Intuitive’:
From what I have observed in my almost 2 decades of being in and out of spaces with individuals who’ve used this term to describe themselves or their abilities, they have for the most part, been projecting what they think about an individual based on their own life experiences and preconceived assumptions based on the person’s appearance they are giving a reading to. I do not believe this is an accurate way of describing what I do or of the bonding and guiding with one another’s energy that takes place. I use the terms ‘Mystic’ and ‘Seer’ because I align with the spiritual realm and this allows me to gaze into your life line; your path behind and forward - all existing at once. I then use this orientation to give you a Divine, direct connection with the messages I receive.
My goal is to help you transcend the ego and move outside any assumption that you cannot align yourself without my guidance. I do not wish to cultivate ‘forever clients’. Extended assistance, yes. But not forever. Facilitating people toward their own self-healing and deep spiritual understanding is my intention. Not that I don’t want to keep in contact with those I have guided and I am more than happy to continuously commission art using my gifts.
To be clear, I don’t want this to come across as a blanket statement. But, the pool is absolutely saturated with those that describe themselves as such and as soon as the clients exited their presence, it was apparent that they had a formula and did not care one bit to actually be providing growth in any way. I am sure there are exceptions to this; but I think they might benefit from another descriptor. *
Thank you for reading. A blessed day from me to all of you.